5/22/2011
Okay, I bought a car last week. But just wait one day long, I had a little accident. Well, the passenger side mirror is broken. Anyway, there are a lot of extra things need to do since I bought the car. Be honest, I don't wanna drive but I it seems like I don't have any choice... Well any way, I realized that friends are very helpful for a human been but I don't have a lot. Training is another trouble which means I am so shy to ask any friend to help. Maybe I can pay for the training. The last "interesting" thing is one guy thought that I love him so he gave me a email. In the email, he said his girl doesn't like I call him so that he hope I never call him again... I don't know what to say because I treat him as a friend, but his attitude is not from a friend. I told my mom and she said this kind of guy thinks any one should love him... OMG, I just called him for training... What did he think about? I block his email address in the gchat and I positive sure don't wanna tell him again.

5/23/2011
I have a nice day today! The problem I had is temporary, and I am so luck! Well my dad said I usually told for half which means some person might understand what I am talking about. Anyway, tomorrow morning I will pick up my mirror on my own. Maybe 9 o'clock! Z said he will pick me up at 3. I understand that because it is not his car, and it is not his mirror neither. Well, then I will be done in my entire car. Actually, I really want to talk about my GRE test. I really don't wanna remember vocabulary. But I have no choice. I will do my best to scan once in the green book. At the same time, I will finish the four yellow books. Writing is also an important thing for me because I still have a lot of grammar issues in my writing. But I think it can be fixed. I mean I can write a essay every day and go to writing center to edit. I am sure if I do it for one month, my writing will without any grammar problems.
What's else? Oh, except a man, life is perfect.

5/24/2011
A very busy day! haha, I replaced my passenger side mirror and took a little practice about the parallel parking. It was very suck! haha, I didn't pass yet. But I am trying to practice tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Anyway, I need to do my best to remember vocabulary, that is the most important thing... I am still wondering if I should give them some gifts for asking... Well, they told they will move in five days, I am not sure I can see them again. Whatever, I am not so good to make friends... This ability is a gift, too. If there is a hatchet over my head, then I can do everything... Just teasing... Well, first of all, I need to get my driver license. This is the highest priority, at the same time, I also need to prepare my GRE, then find a job. Someone told me if I take three classes in one semester, then I have to pay extra out of state fee. But if I just take two classes, then I don't need to pay the extra. I mean, it's a lot. Finding a job earlier is also good for me,too.

5/29/2011
Okay, things is different... Well, I went to the church today, and asked a bible from the priest. I read a little, but still had many problems. In the book, load said his the only god in the world, he can do everything, if you trust him, you can live forever... well, in my opinion, every religion is exclusive, and every religion has an almighty god \U_U//. I will go the church next weekend, god might point and solve my problem, maybe not. It depends on him... It also depends on weather I trust the jesus or not... Well I just researched what differences between Catholic and Christian...  A lot of different... Well, I am still working on it. Well, now I just trust load... I don't know what I am talking about. Well, anyway, I need to remove my makeup, remember some vocabularies and go to bed:)

6/2/2011
There is a power to push me to write down my idea. I don't know why, maybe it is from god\U_U//. Well, I cannot make my appointment earlier because someone said it just can be further... What a boolshit it was! I shifted 3 days earlier of my appointment yesterday... Well I think they can do it but that old man just lazy. Anyway, I will go there tomorrow or Saturday and see if I can get some lucky. Oh, by the way it seems like I can keep my regular appointment if I walk by the department. Another thing is my internship. What a big problem it is! I really hate to go the advisor's office and told about my GPA problem. "Your GPA is good, but not great." Well, what politely she said! I know my GPA is not high, otherwise, it is very low. Well, anyway, I have to find a internship otherwise I cannot graduate. I must be confinement. It can help me go over and solve this problem.

7/26/2011
mood: confused
Be honest, I don't think I did anything wrong. If you are going to have a relationship, figure out how his physical background is very important. You cannot survive if you ignore that. But I think my way should more smoothy. Well, my parent think he can understand if he is also wanna a serious relationship. I don't know what's going on here, and maybe I cannot success at my first time, but it is also a life experience:). I thought my step is already slow in my age, but be honest mine is faster than any young member in my family:). Anyway, don't depress! Just my first step! Well, anyway, he is not my number one.

7/26/2011
mood: confused
Be honest, I don't think I did anything wrong. If you are going to have a relationship, figure out how his physical background is very important. You cannot survive if you ignore that. But I think my way should more smoothy. Well, my parent think he can understand if he is also wanna a serious relationship. I don't know what's going on here, and maybe I cannot success at my first time, but it is also a life experience:). I thought my step is already slow in my age, but be honest mine is faster than any young member in my family:). Anyway, don't depress! Just my first step! Well, anyway, he is not my number one.