Sometimes when trying to be brave, it is pretty awful;it would suggest that everyone sees through you.
I prefer "me—time“, no socializing, no wasting time and money. Recently i find a great picture which describes the situation vividly.
" Don't be gregarious. I tried skiing, FeiPan, Poker and JuBenSha last year. In fact, i still have no friends, i lost my 1600." Get an empty wallet.
So maybe a few people would understand and empathy my lifestyle. It does not matter, life is a lonely journey.